june 18, 2026
mood: tired 
last night's dream was honestly a bit of a rollercoaster. my mom and i found these four kittens and a mama cat, but for some reason i was so persistent on keeping them. my mom would constantly try to get rid of the cats by dropping them off at the vet's office, but i kept finding ways to keep them. i only remember two ways: putting the cats in my mom's purse and hiding them in my backpack. the mom cat was calico-patterned while her babies were white, orange, and two tabbies. i only remembered two names: teeny and weeny. which are names i would NEVER name kittens lol.
i woke up kind of sad because we're currently feeding a stray cat and she had kittens a few weeks ago, and we're trying to trap her and the babies so we can take them to the cat rescue we frequently visit. i'm now sad because i don't have kittens named teeny or weeny with me. my own cat, sally, is at home right now probably asleep. i miss her. i'm away for a few days so i won't see her until monday or tuesday next week. :(
also i was today years old when i found out about this artist named julius anton adam who painted oil portraits of cats. i hope that wherever he is resting he is living in paradise for blessing the world with his gorgeous works.